but i decided I would post on here again. School is about to start, and I think I'm almost ready.
Not physically.... I'm not packed, my room isn't cleaned (but it's on it's way) and everything for my dorm isn't bought yet.
but Mentally. I've been so scared of leaving, and I still am, but I think I'm ready to accept that it's not going to change, and that I have to just deal with it. I'm almost ready for this next step. I'm still not read to leave everyone behind, but I'm ready to move forward.
It's not a great place to be in...
But i'll work through it, I know I will. I'm strong, or I like to think so anyway. And I have people who will help me through this.
So here's to reassurance, I suppose. And acceptance.
TCU, i'll see you in a few weeks.
