And I miss him so damn much. Every chance I get to see him seems so fleeting, to short of a window. I know we can make it, but it's just harder than I thought it would be. I suppose we'll be better for it. Appreciate the time we have with each other when we don't have to worry about an expiration date. The days I'm not with him fly by fast, but so, too, do the moments I am.
I'm just ready for this year to be over.
Ready to see him anytime I want.
Ready to not have to say goodbye. I'm trying so hard to get this year over with. To run past the days that will bring me closer to the man I want to be with. This separation is killing me, but he is keeping me alive. I need him so much, and I'm trying to make it to that moment where I can just be with him.
I love him so much.
