So school starts

tomorrow.

:(

i think that about sums that up...

School

is right around the corner.

it's kinda scary. i mean... i'll be a senior. it's exciting, sure. but scary.
i probably sound like a weeny, but yeah, think about it:

-i have a billion AP classes (with summer homework!)
-i have my last SAT's to take
-i have to apply for college (yikes!)
-i'll be leaving soon

yeah. scary. for me, at least. and i still have to fix my stupid schedule that has almost none of the right classes. summer went by too soon. i mean, it feels like i'm just starting my vacation! i'm finally finished with camp, i'm home. i can chill with my friends, work and make lots of money. but that routine that i just fell into is about to be disrupted.

i have to get used to a new flow, to a new routine. adjust to senior year, to senior life, to the hectic figuring out of college, to rumors, to parties, to drama, to homework.

i'm not sure i'm ready for the crap that's going to be thrown at me in just a few weeks. i don't think i can handle being stuck in that place for eight hours. it's a prison.